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Monday, May 28, 2007

3:45 AM

the days when you just feel way too lethargic to do anything.where all you want to do is to just stay at home and stare into space.to sit by the playground and just chain smoke the whole day long.it's what i would call temporial bliss.the self professed breaks that i take in other to snap back to reality is starting to come to no avail.i am starting to think that there is more than what meets to eye when it comes to my happiness.which is slowly fading away.i want to be taken seriously.it's funny on how people only sees the outmost appearance of me and constantly thinks that there is nothing in this world that affects me.but seriously.your shallow if you think such.severe paranoia has taken over me.i am starting to think that i am slowly becoming a failure in life.i want that perfect gpa.i want to do well.i am trying to be positive.i will not fail.but somehow all this stress has just consumed me so much so that i am scared.why.i realise that i contradict myself.i dont want to.i wish things in my life was not that complicated.i feel that i am losing my friends.my close friends especially.why are we drifting apart.i will never jlit you guys or forsake you guys.please dont do such to me.your friendship is something that means more than anything ive ever had.i love you guys loads.will we ever find that perfect day to meet up soon.rather than just sprout empty promises everytime.

that temporial high when nicotine hits your head

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;